Thursday, December 3, 2009

Reflection

WOW, it's already December 2nd..well actually it is the 3rd and life for the girls seems happy.
Ryan put up the Christmas tree and some of the decorations. It's nice to see our house decorated. Every year I look at our tree and am so happy. I do wish I could have a tree filled with white lights and blue and silver bulbs.....but then I see our tree light up with all the crazy kids ornaments put here and there and the color lights, and it makes my heart sing. My children LOVE this tree. They love the all the hand made ornaments and recapping how we got this one or when they made that one. It makes me feel so blessed to be their mother.

That really made me stop to think just how happy I am to be their mother. I guess with Ryan and I filing..and a court hearing set for tomorrow, I am feeling a little mushy when it comes to my girls.

I just cannot even start to imagine life without them. I remember being a little girl and knowing all I wanted to be when I grew up was a superstar mommy. I mean I had one..so it couldn't be that hard. Right? So fast forward thirty some odd years and here I am blessed with three of the most amazing girls. How I got so lucky, I don't know..but I do know that all the stress, and the running back and forth, and all the homemade lunches are all worth it. I love everyday being able to say yes those are my three girls!
What did I do in the pre mortal life to be gifted with such great blessings, I am not sure. But I thank Heavenly Father EVERY SINGLE day for these three blessings. They have been the main reason I have been able to hold it together for so long.
Thanks girls for being simply amazing!
I love you
Mom

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